i'm going to launch into a full blown panic attack.
nothing seems to be going into my head. facts are flying out left right centre.
have you ever had that feeling as if your gut is getting squashed by a ten ton truck and your head feels strangely empty, like not calm sort of empty but helpless empty...all at the same time?
tomorrow, it will all be over tomorrow. i shall be happily sitting and eating cheese triangles and looking back at today, laughing at my silliness.
what if my mind goes blank tomorrow...god help me, i think i'd just start bawling. perhaps i should just walk out. fucckkk exams

I DETEST EXAMS. THEY ARE A BANE OF LIFE!!!
don't start on the "ohhh, but how are you...." don't even, i'm not in the mood for it.

it's about time i came back here.

well first of all i would like to thank everyone who still remembered what day the 9th of feb was. too bad i wasn't able to party the night away. fyi, it sucks to be sick, especially when it's been going on for more then 4 weeks. my ears are perpetually blocked. good god, i think i must have had the worst birthday ever.
oh yeah, mos was fun. thanks girls, clubbing is always smashing when you guys are around. i propose that they make smoove bigger and get rid of non dancers who bob their heads up and down and do nothing but occupy space. yayyy, so i'm no longer a mos virgin.
ok so i'm bored of typing, it always happens when i start going at it so instead i'll post pictures.



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